quackery | ic contact for exsilium

i said i was like three times!

[sorry steph she's laughing really hard too]

maybe you shouldn't drink any more

i thugoht you were jokin!!!

ist all gone im in bed now

why

okay that's good

yuo dont look liek a talkng bird!!!!

saul says hi duckling

i could

TELL HIM TO STOP CALLING ME THAT

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wait

i thought you said you were in bed

how?????

and ok

i nver said i aws in MY bed

[Steph no.]

i can switch between

stoppp

oh

thats cool can i see one dsy???

stopppppp waht? ahiru youre liek 16

id had a baby by then

soemtims peopple shae beds

itsok

sure

also i know people share beds it's just weird when it's

wait what

awseome

hes vry cuddly

[Steph that is probably not a thing that Ahiru wants to know.]

waitwhatwhat

stop

you had a baby?

gave her away

shed be abuot

as peace

as old as peace was

oh

[She really doesn't know what to say to that, but she knows it's important to say something more than just 'oh'.]

i'm sorry. do you want to talk about it

[And she doesn't know who Peace is (or was), either, but she's trying to focus on one thing at a time.]

no its oky

im trign not to b sad

okay!

hey i can do the changing thing now if you want

shuldnt you be aslepp

[yeah that's just occuring to her now

partly because she feels bad for getting her sad feelings on ahiru and making her feel like she needs to help]

no

i mean it's not like we have to get up at a certain time, i've got clinic stuff to do tomorrow but not until the afternoon

[Also, nightmares, but she won't say that when the focus should be on Steph.]

what about you

i miss sunriess

i dont have anthing

canclled traning and clinic classes cause i cant rihgt now

we'll get back soon and then you can see more

what happened? if you want to talk about it

i hope so

i got trapped in a closet and had my emotions taken away and had to deal with the stupid mutiny and collete doesnt trst me and jesse hurt people becuase i got hurt ad now he's crazy and my little brother is an idiot and im scared eople are gonna hurt him and nwo peace is gonr cause we changd things

im tired

[This doesn't feel like a conversation she should be having over the tablets, but if Saul is with her, she doesn't want to intrude. She doesn't know what to say, though, or how to fix any of that or make her feel better.]

i'm sorry. but hey you're strong you know? i'm sure you'll be able to figure it out somehow

don't underestimate yourself

im tryin not to

its hard but max and isaac said itw as okay if its hard

saul jsut wansts me ot be okay again. i wish it was easier

i loved jesse a lot

[She really shouldn't be texting when she's still drunk.]

it's definitely okay if it's hard. what's important is that you keep trying even though it's hard and i know you will. and then once you've done it you'll be glad it was difficult because when you come out on top you'll be like wow look at this really tough thing that i got the best of

but for now, i'm sorry that you're going through a lot

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